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1.
Home 05:16
I remember all them years ago Back before the turn of the century Those days colored by the snow And those nights worth many a memory Too many years wasted on the road It’s a wonder there’s anything left of me Is it age or is it just the cold Just wanna go home back across the sea Oh Lord, how can I face the nights When I’m alone and so many miles away So much darkness in the big city lights So many streets on which to loose your way But I know my Mary waits for me ‘Cos in my mind's eye I can see Her by the doorstep with her arms outstretched I can already feel her divine caress You know someday I'll be comin' home 'Can't remember why I left at all I’ll say goodbye to all them roads I did roam I'll be on my way, when I hear her call...
2.
Here I am walkin’ round the city Hot day all the girls should be pretty I don’t care ‘wanderin aimlessly Ain’t lookin’ for no action I don’t wanna be free Just got one thing that’s stuck in my brain a loose memory the genesis of my pain And there she goes walkin’ out her door I know I’ll never be with her no more So don’t - Don’t - Don’t you leave me Don’t break my heart it can’t take no more And don’t - Don’t - You forget me Can’t it be like it was before You - You - Will regret me: I’ll be in your dreams you’re not rid of me yet My three - Three - Fingered boogie a rhythm you cannot forget Once upon a time, I was yours and you were mine Together through thick and thin Together we were bound to win What happened to the dream Vanished it would seem Life poked its head round the door Banished it for ever more Still here hangin’ in the city hot night all the girls should be pretty Ain’t lookin’ I wouldn’t even see Don’t want no action didn’t wanna be free Still that thing in the back of my brain My loose memory the genesis of my pain Here she comes goin’ through her door And I know I’ll never be with her no more No don’t - Don’t - Don’t you leave me…
3.
Yes She Did 03:39
My head is aching my eyes are red My body’s shakin’ I’m stuck in bed Ain’t no cure for the ailment I got She got a name but I must have forgot Was she the Green Fary or the White This mornin’s hell but, oh, what a night She really got to me man she was fine She really did blow my mind - amongst other things Yes… yes she did… Man do I miss her can’t go without I would do anything without a doubt Just to get her back, flowin’ though my veins Only she can soothe all of the pains I’ve been warned people will scorn To watch out for the vixens who deal in poisons But now I’ve found my paradise And it was she who rolled the dice Yes… yes she did… I’m really fucked as fucked as you can Ain’t no redemption ain’t in His plan The heroine of this tale left me high and dry Not much to do but to cry But I’d do it all again I’d jump back in She just needs to say when and I’ll gladly let her win She was so good took me where I’d never been And it was she who wrote the scene Yes… yes she did…
4.
The Exile 03:31
I’m in exile how do I feel Well sometimes I wonder if all of this is real Goin’ down south headin’ for Texas Hittin’ the road just before breakfast Bottle of wine and a bottle of rye And I don’t give a damn if I live or die Headin’ for Texas almost feel I can fly Got my tank filled up with gasoline I’m headin’ south I’m cuttin’ clean I’m in exile what do you care Mile for mile to end up God knows where Gone to New Orleans got me the blues I ain’t nobody I ain’t got no shoes Forget the Bootmen I’ve paid my dues. Don’t get on my case I got a real short fuse Gone to New Orleans Headin’ for the Bayou Tank is full with heavy fuel High octane is always useful I’m in exile how do you think I feel Nothin’ goes my way, ain’t nothin’ that’s real Headin’ for Frisco my time I bide. I guess I’m just tryin’ to find my feminine side I’m just an exile not born to be wild I’m headin’ to the Golden Gate don’t gimmie no shit all that crap can wait Bottle of wine bottle of rye Who gives a damn if I live or die Headin’ out West let’s see if I can fly The tank’s filled up with high octane’ All I’ve got left is all the pain I’m in exile
5.
Have you heard the news today oh boy Headlines screaming from the stands the latest political ploy Fanaticism on the left fascist plots on the right Murder rape embezzlement and Wall Street crumbling overnight Gotta get outta here find some truth something sincere Gotta make it to the other side if only to survive Where’s the truth - Gimmie! Gimmie! Gimmie the truth - Gimmie! Gimmie! The short-minded blabble of hypocrites The mindless twaddle of society twits Have you heard the news today oh crap Another juicy scandal to act as a mental death trap News of the day written to persuade Gimmie a rope or a razor blade Bad news is the business they provide Newsrooms are typing an agenda for suicide Where‟s the truth - Gimmie! Gimmie! Gimmie the truth - Gimmie! Gimmie! SIck to death of editorialists who are tight-lipped mamma’s little chauvinists Gotta get outta here… I heard the news today: Still no hope what did ya expect them to say
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You awake in a strange place a “home away from home” There’s a buzzing in your head you’re not alone You look out of the window to the Village square Must be a dream a white ball hovers there Nowhere to run nowhere to hide you’re locked inside With no getting through Even if you got away you’d be coming back Be seeing you be seeing you They give you a number you’ve lost your name Six of one half a dozen of the other it’s all the same Between hammer and anvil, you just might lose your mind Or they could take it they like being paid in kind Nowhere to run nowhere to hide… Lost to the world you long for escape But it never comes this must be your fate Music machineguns the sounds of Love and Hate What if you’re number one just you wait Nowhere to run nowhere to hide… You wake up in a strange place your “home away from home” There’s that buzzing in your head you’re still not alone You look out of the window to the Village square Must be a dream that white ball hovers there Nowhere to run nowhere to hide…
7.
Just take it easy stop for a spell No need to hurry you're doin' well Time for a break no one will condemn It’s yours to take so smoke 'em if you got 'em Look up at the sky the sun is shinin' down No need to reason why wipe off that worried frown Kick off your shoes pour yourself a drink You’ve paid your dues relax get out of synch Just take five there ain’t no need to rave Forget the rhythm by old brother Dave Time for a break no one will condemn It’s yours to take so smoke 'em if you got 'em
8.
‘Twas back in the summer of ‘89 Got me a band wrote some tunes to play Found gigs in some real sleazy dives But man we really got to play Come on everybody Got a band that wants to play All we need is people to play for We’re rockin’ and we’re ready To try to blow your mind away We just wanna hear them rockin’ notes soar Ain’t got no record contract No roadie by my side Walk to the stage through the drunkards No dressing rooms in which to hide Come on everybody… 20 years on since them first gigs We’re still rockin’ in cheap dives But at least we got the music to help to keep us alive Come on everybody…
9.
Fashionism 03:45
I thought a “Working Class Hero” was a thing to be But that’s no longer true as far as I can see Neither Capital nor Communism It’s now the dawn of Fashionism Turn on the tube and think on what you see Call it what you want it ain’t reality Formatted culture to dull the soul Forget your freedom it’s all about control The name on a suit the brand of a shoe The make of a phone the new virtue Sound-bytes rule ideas are vacant Play the game you’ll make president Fashion is king nothing to do with style Ideology’s dead we’re evermore servile Rock’n’Roll becomes establishment The artist becomes a mere merchant Don’t be left out join the vanguard Credit is the party card We happily pay for such despotism It’s the New Reich of Fashionism
10.
Silent Lights all down the street All is closed not a soul to meet Nothing is really just what it seems Just a fleetin’ moment just like mandolin dreams Sometimes I wonder If I’m not insane But what’s a little madness No need to feel no shame So I keep on walkin’ Throughout the night Let madness come I’ll put up no fight This strange world crumbles to the ground Nothin’ left no one to be found All alone under starry skies With only demons waitin’ to be exorcised Sometimes I wonder if I’m not insane… This strange world crumbles to the ground… Sometimes I wonder if I’m not insane…
11.
It’s just paranoia but at least I’m never alone Fascists at the front door and I cringe when I hear the phone I tell you something’s goin’ on down there But I don’t know what and I don’t know where I don’t wanna see nobody just wanna hide under my bed What’s that don’t pay attention them just the voices in my head I never should have quit the magic herb Could then blame it on bad habits I could curb There is someone out to get me Tryin' to prove me a fraud Ain’t no one who can help me The entire world must be flawed Like the man said manic depression has captured my soul No better explanation at least that’s what I’m told Take me in a rubber van To a padded room that’s OK man Where they believe In pyjama tops With very long sleeves…
12.
June 04:43
I couldn’t have been more than 17 Sittin’ on the porch with my canteen Drinkin’ brandy while strummin’ to the sky Watchin’ fireflies dancin’ to the moon Drinkin’ and strummin’ ‘till my head swooned when she came by don’t know how don’t know why Her parents called her Julia but she was always “June” I’ll never forget her silhouetted in that warm summer moon I still don’t understand why she dropped by Well that night she picked me ain’t no reason why She was my age if you would believe But she was never - never in my league She’d call me “Babe” in her own particular way I guess I offered her a drink Can’t remember couldn’t seem to think I suppose we talked on until the first light of day As the sun came up she said she couldn’t stay Then she kissed me before leavin’ me a stray Summer turned back into fall I’d be writing her postcards on my wall Waitin’ to see her to read ‘em to her someday Her parents called her Julia but she was always “June”… Turns out she’s married has a child Saw her the other day and she just smiled We talked of anything if only to evade What felt to me like a broken heart As evening came I figured we would part But then she kissed me and one last time she called me “Babe” Her parents called her Julia but she was always “June”…
13.
Going through life, ain’t got no time to spend On crying, whining complaints that never end What about egos with no more room to expand Or unconsciousness with its head in the sand Some people just don’t see what they bring about Cause and effect can draw blood of that have no doubt And lies from the “little white” all the way to the outrageous Are the nursery of pain dished out by the heartless If strats could kill they’d all be lying on the floor A little riff a little fill a nice loud amp to shoot some more I just want to line ‘em up against the wall You can’t help but wonder who’ll be the first to fall Grab your electric tommy-gun your brand-new shiny strat And play away RAT-TA-TA-TAT RAT-TA-TA-TAT If strats could kill (etc.) Is it my place to damn the whole human race What of “good will to all men” I should stop in mid-stride and take a look inside Maybe I should make amends If strats could kill they’d all be lying on the floor A little riff a little fill grab a pick and play some more I look in the mirror at my own sorry face And wonder why I’m going on about the whole human race Well I ain’t no better and I’m just as bad I’ve fucked up everything that I’ve ever had If strats could kill I’d be lying on the floor One last riff one last fill one last chord and then no more
14.
Sitting alone in this darkened bar With but a drink to warm me Moonlight and vodka only go so far In dulling my memory The band plays on with its sad lament You can get depressed to your heart’s content Not much more to say When the Gypsy boys they play… Bartender another drink Make it a strong one so that I can’t think The nights here are so cold And the Gypsy girls so bold The Russians play their song Pathetically droning on… Far too drunk I’m thrown out on the street Can’t even get back to my feet Militia men don’t give a second look I’m but a drunkard not a terrorist or a crook Final notes fade under the moon As some Georgian boys play their tune…
15.
This isn’t California nor Waikiki It ain’t Pasadena I’m far from the sea It don’t stop me dreamin’ it ain’t outta reach Just close up shop put up a sign sayin’ “Gone to the beach” Catch a wave and catch some rays Margaritas throughout the days Margarita throughout the night And Barbara-Ann in the moonlight Gone gone gone to the beach I’m gone gone gone to the beach My phone’s off I’m outta reach I’m gone gone gone Gone to the beach I don’t have a woody never drove a deuce coupe Though it must be groovy never been in a surf group Never touched a surfboard don’t have a wetsuit Couldn’t find Surf City with a map and a GPS to boot Wake up into the haze Of tall beers throughout the days Tall Sheilas throughout the night Good vibrations in the moonlight Gone gone gone to the beach I’m gone gone gone to the beach Wi-Fi‟s off I’m outta reach I’m gone gone gone Gone to the beach It’s just a dream I know but it helps me through Monday morning meetings and tight deadlines too The dreary office the Boss’ weekly speech Tell ‘em all to shove off I’m headin’ for the beach A light breeze a palm tree sways Drinkin’ from a coconut throughout the days Surfer Girl up in my room rockin’ and rollin’ ‘till we swoon Gone gone gone to the beach I’m gone gone gone to the beach No VPN I‘m outta reach - I’m gone gone gone Gone to the beach…

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A first “solo effort” which came to fruition after over a year of composing and recording: “Home” is an independent release which contains 15 new compositions. While being predominantly rock, the album includes some folk and jazz escapades.

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released August 18, 2015

Written, arranged, (mostly) played and produced by Pandev.
Mixed & Mastered by Rod Bianchi at Studio 20 Bis (France)
© & ℗ Pandev 2015

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Pandev Montreal, Québec

Born in Quebec in 1970, of British and Bulgarian parents, PANDEV (first name: Ivan-George) has played in bands (on either side of the Atlantic) for over 30 years.

While having rather eclectic musical tastes, his songs remain mostly in the rock vernacular.

He has moved back to Montreal and is always working on new tunes,
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